OMG OMG OMG!! daaanngg!! on tuesday i think mah baby broh is gon be 7!! dang!! omg... i remember when he wuz jzt born....yup yup!!

to my baby bro:

danngg!! i cant believe it..your growing right before my very eyes.. i cant believe your almost 7 now!! you know even for a lil guy you've taught me so much..your only 6 ( right now) but theres nothing wrong w/ acting your age..most lil boys now think there all that! but you .........your jzt you! and thats what i love most bout you! thank you for alwayz making me smile when i was depressed ...danng you even understood my guy problems!! thatz just unbelieveable.. your gonna grow up to be soo much more then you are now..thysz iz just the beginning but oOh when your a "big boy" ahahh your gonna be a rilly good person ..and you already are at heart...i know me and you have our moments of " OMG I HATE YOU!! DIE!" but no worrys lil man coz i will always love you no matter what i sey... i remember your first word was candy..and now your favorite word is 'YOU IDIOT' ahha you little potty mouth..haha..welpz you know that your one of the most important boyz in my life..well duhhh  your my bro! you better be good on your big day... and remember that your big sister right here with no life loves you more then anything!!

sam MWAAH!!

hey hey peeppleez!!

welpz lemme back track a lil arriigh?

new yearrzzz eve: my favorite familia came over..THE TRAUFLERZZ!! wOo hOo!! mann i love that family..haha... i've known them since 1'st grade..yea..welpz we had  fun...me and ma homeghurl nate were laughin our ass's off..i swear..i was being the stupid'st lil bitch ever..ahahah...then i was a lil down becuz of sumthing, then yea i was ok ....then i dumped billy..sorry duddeee!! hope we can still talk n stuff yanno? i dont want anything to change i jzt dont think im capable of being your girlfriend..and there iz better then me..so anyways.. im sorry though...then i was jzt chatt`n til the rentz came home..jeez that was skurry i thOt i was gon get caught online..sOopz..anyway..then i couldnt sleep..jzt thinking bout wtf i did...n i mean..soO much other things on my mind...and im the type ov person that cant sleep at awl wen yur thinking......then 0n new yearzzz moring..it was like boring..:P hahahah then my ghurlz came over jzt to kicC it..jeez audrey i lOve ya too death! yoo tOo cynthia!! daaaammn that was sOo funniie crap yesterday! then i gOt oNline then thyz was like at 9 oR 10..jeezzz i waz talking to kEnneth fOr a lOng ass time!!! jeez!! ahah it was funny thOugh..he was cheering me up..yupz coz i was sOo friggin sad becuz ov sumthing..then yea..ooh i better not get into detailz but yea.. then i got off around 2? ii waz jst fixing up ma gEocities..iOno why the songs wont work..they were lass nite..jeez i have to do thys big ass favOr fOr my mOm, i gotta Organize the damn dvd'z n then i gotttaaa study for 1 hour 1/2 then do another gay ass article for my fucking dad..jeezzz he's gott something stuck up his ass..he needs to cut me some slack herre!! soo much for winter vacay..all i've been doing is cleaning or studying..and i never realy have time for my friends anymore..jeezzz... i hate thys...

sammie

hey..bad bad bad newz..

billy and i broke up..

billy im soo sorry i had to do it...im sorry ...i dint mean ta hurtchoo!! you know its soo friqqen hard when you live all far away n shit yano? and like i havent seen you in a long ass time..then when skewl startz im goin back on vacay...itz jst rilly hard..coz i was missin yoo like mad..and it was crazy just thinkin bout you knowing i wouldnt see you for a while..billy no words can explain how sorry i am..

love always,
sammie

wooh party toniight!!!!! its my 2 best guy friends' birthdayz!!

ERIK & BRUCE!

erik- hey anak...omg im soo happy for you ! its your 3 month and birthday..thats awesome...i really want to thank you so much for always being there for me and being the one that makes me laugh..you were alwayz there to support me..im soo thankful to have a gOod ole buddy like yooh! thank you for everything erik and i hope tonite/tomoro..you'll be havin fun nd happy..love you muchhoozzz  sam

bruce- omg..i dont even know where to start witcha!..mann...me n yoo alwayz have fun together..yenno?? like in seminar...our stupid momentz..laughin at me being stupid..hahah..yupz me yoo brad n ricky..anyways...thank yoo so much for being there for me and always making me laugh..your like my best friend..shoot..haha well yeahpz i gotta bounce..l8errz love yooh! sam

OkOkOkOk now im about to burst!

ok ok ok

to shay : ghurl you know dhat i REALLY care bout you, and i wouldnt do anything to make you feel bad, but in away your making it worse on yourself because first of awl..your going to say we leave you out..psh you always leave us for your other kru..and then you act like we are NOTHiNG to you..shay i dont want to fight witchu but im gettin rilly upset becuz your going to say that we dont care..ov course we do..but we cant show it becuz wen we trie to hang w/ you , you leave us..or when we talk to you ...you get yur lil bad ghurl atitude on us..but when its just us 5..your just a sweet nice funny and cool person to be w/..and thats the shay we love..but we just dont understand you right now ...i styll and always will lylas...

sam